Plays Well With Others

I know I dont

I know I dont normally do this in this journal, and even mentioned it in an earlier entry, but I guess this is what a journal is all about.

I never claimed to be an expert on relationships. In fact, I do more things wrong than I do right in them. It’s easy to give people advice and try to help them out, but when it comes to my own, sometimes I feel so lost.

I try. I try hard to do what’s right, and I try hard to make the other person happy. I know Wifey™ loves me, and I trust her with my life. But at the same time, I have alot of insecurities I need to work on and I just have to wonder how much of that she can handle. We’re both determined to make this work, but there is always the thought in the back of my head, that I’ll say something or do something that will push her over the edge.

I know I have alot to work on … I dont want to repeat the way my father has been in his relationships, and not having him as a role model should help that. But also, I’ve never really had a role model for relationships. I mean my mom was in a few short ones, but I never really saw those and they ended up ending. So, when it comes to relationships I’m learning as I go.

I want to be the best at it. I want to make her happy. I’m working on it, and definately need her help to make myself the best I can be. Wifey™ is so sweet and caring and genuinely concerned for me … and really loves me. It’s all new to me, having someone care about me so much, and me caring about someone so much, that I just want to make her happy.

She tells me that I do make her happy. I guess I’ve been so independent for so long, that now it’s time to start thinking more about another person’s feelings. I’m working on it, but I know I’m a tough person to be in a relationship with.

Anyhow, I’m sure you all like funny Greg better than depressing Greg, but you can’t be funny all the time, you know. Love ya, Wifey™. xxx

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